If anything, this is what he's learned: being angry, afterwards, won't bring anything back. It won't reverse what's already been done. Better to be sad, so it comes out as tears, and not as angry words. So it doesn't come out as something cruel.
Why dwell on something like that? Especially if it wasn't meant? Vivi is very forgiving, in that regard, though it's not very healthy. ]
If it hurts too much, it's okay to cry, but...it doesn't matter a lot, because it wasn't that bad. So, I'm okay!
[ He sure developed a lot of emotional resilience. Or maybe that's just repression......... ]
[ He sure has been through a lot...but he doesn't really think about it as a lot, so maybe it balances out.
He just wants to be normal and do normal things here, if he can, and sometimes the weight of all his memories is something he just doesn't want to think about. ]
Uh-huh. [ He nods. ] I'm okay. I'm strong, so I can take it. [ He won't ever say 'this doesn't hurt me', but 'it doesn't hurt as much'...that's something he can do. ]
do you remember that weird night when I had a slumber party even tho I never would under any circumstances if I was in control and you and Inanna came and there was truth or dare
ok so I may have UNDER WHATEVER WEIRD MIND MAGIC WAS GOING ON been under the impression that I had a boyfriend and I made out with this guy I barely even know but it felt like wed known each other forever
omg are you kidding no we arent dating! you know what its like suddenly waking up from some kinda dream and the guy beside you who is supposed to be your bf is a stranger??
it was so weird he ran the hell out and its been kinda awk ever since I mean I dont blame him or anything but siiiigghhh
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